Remember those days when Monday was a day to look forward to? Well, I used to love Mondays when I was in school... many, many moons ago.
I feel so utterly depressed I have to work tomorrow- it makes me want to cry.
I took some time off this year and I recentely started working again - my new job forced me to relocate to a place where I don't know anyone... and I already hate my job, which doesn't help. My question now is, how do I get myself out of this one? My first instinct is to go back home, like I have done before. Yet, going home for me implies going to another country, to a completely different lifestyle, and I'm not sure I want to do that.
To top it all off, today I had the worst day ever - I lost my keys and I since I don't have anyone here, I felt so helpless...
I know this is a bad second post... I had my comeback to LJ all planned out and I even typed up a very long post about my fav fandoms, but I had to share this particular thought about Sunday nights, because I can't remember a time when I felt more dread just thinking aobut Monday. Especially since two of my favorite shows are on.
My saving grace as usual, is fandom... I've been particularly devoted to Veronica Mars lately- but I'll go into that later on.
I know my layout is boring and I don't have any good icons yet, but I hope to befriend some very crafty caring soules that will help me pimp it up and make it more homey for me.
And off I go to read more VM fic - it's late, but I don't care, I'm giving my self one more hour! I deserve it!
- I.
PS: Special thanks to QueenC
all_you_wanted - I know I haven't commented in a while, but your encouragement about posting kept resonating in my head these past few months! And now, I'm here!
- Location:Ugh, you don't want to know
- Mood:
depressed - Music:Silence
Probably not many people will read this, but I just wanted to say hi, and thank all the peeps whose LJ's have inspired me to open my own account. Some people are just full of creativity and I'm so glad they've decided to share it with the world.
My friend Cait's been nagging me for ages to get an account, yet I've never really decided to do it. I think I'll give it a go this time! I think I've come to appreciate the importance to share the things I like with those who have similar interests.
Actually, I was commenting with my mom the other day how great message boards are. I've always been passionate about the things I like - TV Shows, books, music., and back in the day, when I was in high school, it was hard to find people to share those interests with you - I basically had to try and campaign to get people to like what I liked. Now it's so easy! I don't think I could survive without an internet connection these days.
Anyway....
xoxo,
- I.
- Location:On a faraway corner of my mind
- Mood:
accomplished - Music:"Corner of your mind" - Ingird Michaelson
